i'm going to appeal to your heart this time; please read

this morning i woke up thinking that i would write about money again, and what our government is doing. two of the things i was going to talk was our children, and senior's benefits. well in the course of writing this it took on a whole new conviction; killing and death. i have been trying to finish now for two hours, but i keep sobbing.  i am convicting us as a grandparent, a parent, a son, a daughter, a grandson, or granddaughter to read the below. i want us to forget all of the things that society has taught us. if you are a follower of CHRIST, and say you are well i want to encourage you to really think about this. i just did, and cried out to GOD for forgiveness.

china has the largest abortion clinic in the world. do you ever think about why they have that; population control. they have a lot of mouths to feed under communism, plus they are supporting other nations right now. what have they decided to do; kill babies and deny health care to their seniors. the elderkt  are going to die anyway. they kill girls more than men, because they want an army to conquer the world.  talk about crimes against humanity. that sounds familiar to me; abortion and elderly care in the united states.

john holdren is our president's "science czar" and believes in population control. he has been quoted as saying that it is humane to kill a child up to the age of 2, because he or she is disabled; down syndrome, etc. this reason is it is a "financial" drain on the parents and society.

"Overpopulation was an early concern and interest. In a 1969 article, Holdren and co-author Paul R. Ehrlich argued that, "if the population control measures are not initiated immediately, and effectively, all the technology man can bring to bear will not fend off the misery to come."^[21] In 1973 Holdren encouraged a decline in fertility to well below replacement in the United States, because "210 million now is too many and 280 million in 2040 is likely to be much too many."^[22] In 1977, Paul R. Ehrlich, Anne H. Ehrlich, and Holdren co-authored the textbook Ecoscience: Population, Resources, Environment; they discussed the possible role of a wide variety of solutions to overpopulation, from voluntary family planning to enforced population controls, including forced sterilization for women after they gave birth to a designated number of children, and recommended "the use of milder methods of influencing family size preferences" such as access to birth control and abortion."

planned parenthood sounds great in theory to some, because it gives a woman or girl a place to get help when they are scared. magaret sanger, the founder, of planned parenthood did it for one simple reason; population control. i will just let her words speak. all the women that believe in planned parenthood this is why it was started. 

"No despot ever flung forth his legions to die in foreign conquest, no privilege-ruled nation ever erupted across its borders, to lock in death embrace with another, but behind them loomed the driving power of a population too large for its boundaries and its natural resources."

"The most merciful thing that a family does to one of its infant members is to kill it."

"In passing, we should here recognize the difficulties presented by the idea of 'fit' and 'unfit.' Who is to decide this question? The grosser, the more obvious, the undeniably feeble-minded should, indeed, not only be discouraged but prevented from propagating their kind. But among the writings of the representative Eugenicists one cannot ignore the distinct middle-class bias that prevails."

"It is a vicious cycle; ignorance breeds poverty and poverty breeds ignorance. There is only one cure for both, and that is to stop breeding these things. Stop bringing to birth children whose inheritance cannot be one of health or intelligence. Stop bringing into the world children whose parents cannot provide for them."

"The mass of ignorant Negroes still breed carelessly and disastrously, so that the increase among Negroes, even more than the increase among whites, is from that portion of the population least intelligent and fit, and least able to rear their children properly. "

"Blacks, soldiers, and Jews are a menace to the race. "

"Colored people are like human weeds and are to be exterminated."

the largest group of abortions in this country is done on white, educated women that believe in the idea of birth control for population control..that's all birth control is. when i had my second child i had my tubes tied. my doctor wanted me to and told me to think about it, not because she hates kids. she did not want me physically to have more children because of  my MS. this is one of the biggest regrets i have, and i carry a great deal of guilt now. i made that choice, because there was a possibility that i could not physically care for them. i trusted man over GOD. HE gave us two beautiful boys, and has always given me the strength to care for them. by making that choice i took that away from HIM. i was wrong, because i didn't  trust HIM enough that HE would take care of me. the bigger picture is I can adopt, because I know that all things come from HIM and trust that HE will give me the strength.

I have a hard time with mothers that put themselves above their child. It is a mother and father's responsibility to care for that child. i really do believe that women that are young and have children are not mature enough to understand that. i see way too many grandparents enabling their child by not pushing them to care for their own. i encourage young individuals to truly think about this, because you are responsible for that child's care no matter what; not the government, not your parents, no one else, just you. no matter the circumstance, or income, that is a child. we do not have the right, or authority to take that from GOD.

my grandmother and uncle passed away last year. both were deeply cherished by my family. emotions always take over in dealing with their care. my grandmother got very sick last january. she was in terrible pain, and we really did not know if she was going to make it. my dad and i got into the biggest fight over this. it was awful and it was my fault. i could not bear seeing my grandmother in pain. i hated it. it tortured me. i prayed that GOD would take her. i told my father to stop pushing the doctors to give more treatment and just let her die so she wouldn't be in pain anymore. this is the worst thing i have ever done to my father and my grandmother. all because of my selfish heart. she lived until the fall of 2010, and died in her sleep. i wanted man to take GOD's power from deciding when she would pass.

we are arguing about things that don't matter, including myself; money. the government is taking this from us. the care of our children, and seniors is non negotible.   our own president said that we could not pay social security, or medicare because of our other debts. we have lost our compassion and empathy. our president surrounds himself with individuals that believe in this crap; why would you vote for him? the health care bill alone has the government deciding whether or not it is justified to give care to an ederly person, because they are going to die anyway. shame on us.

i can't write anymore, because i have been crying all morning about what we have lost and what we have allowed in this nation to happen. we've done it  simply because we did not want to have the finacial responsibility. it is just money. we can make more money. just google all this..it's that easy! there is evil that exists, and still exists in our every day lives.